I really am happy to be back home and it is exciting to be able to wear all of my winter clothing and walk in the crisp chilly weather. But today I feel solemn. I don't understand how it is that I was so excited to come home and now that I am at home I feel like a part of me is missing. I don't get it.
It is not like I am aching to go back to Mexico because it feels right to be here but I just feel like my thoughts are somewhere else. I feel distracted. I feel not wholly me. I don't like this feeling and I hope that it is not as obvious to those around me.
And... I really miss speaking Spanish. I already feel like I am losing it. And that scares me. (sigh) I just don't know what I feel...
Monday, December 10, 2007
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I'm glad you're home! And that I get to see you soon!
I've missed you, my dear...
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Maybe you just need to get used to being back home. I mean, mexico is a huge part of your life, and now your not there. You're going to have that feeling. It's only natural. It will pass. Just pray about it. I feel like I am supposed to tell you something, but I dont know what. I just got an urge to tell it to you when I read your blog. Crud. When it comes to me, I'll tell you. It's something about, if your not feeling at home all the way, or feel like something is missing, or if you just feel like you're a little out of place,you need to surround yourself by God. Prayer, talking to him, reading the bible. Stuff like That. I just felt like I had to tell you that. Odd. Well, Talk to ya later.
Jamie
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